knives thrown  (virtual reality)
in a saloon. pulling blade tips out of the back sides and front of my head

dc is frozen over
and neglected
maternal stress dream
still yelling
I pick a better room across the hall

tax returns
taken to the paddocks
trapped in the trailer
cornered equine



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Past:

infiltrated the underground
stone blasters
resisters of the resistance

false descriptions and fake speeches
surveilled then escaped
wisconson back roads and countryscape
clothes swap to maintain
incogneto
passages without the underway
her support of the fight
of those who support the fight

i take in a stray
cats half ripped down to their skin then healed over hairless
(he only shows the scarless sides)
we were running from faster felines
car doors don't close
and i'm all over you again
the bottoms of my feet exposed
to the alley of dogs
where you sympathize with a stray girl
who sleeps in a cage at its entrance
to protect them

the locals there are lied to and still calculate travel by foot time
the city is days away

(((i feel like my brain is caving in on itself and none of my thoughts are fertilized enough to grow. barron lands. empty, still. i try and feel for a broken place but it's all just anemia anemia.  woke up with a hard not for her))

We were looking to buy sheer curtains

she stood behind you clear as day when you spoke
despite your denial
and insist my acknowledging her presence would make you
invent an importance for her that didn't already exist
i'd be better off talking you into taking your own life.
you come to me with the weight of her.
still and try and touch me
what gave me the idea a touch means something more


i pick up crystals on the shore line while you're on the other end
one clear
one clear and pink with black at its worn edges
one black at its worn edges
right now the rarest crystal formation is underway
dancers take their place and rub together
it's a dangerous reaction, but you were too lost in the mirrors get away from the shore
i called to you to move
but the crystal formed with you stuck in the middle
you gave me the memory to record like a string of beads
that enter through my palms and bind to the nerves in my backbone
they pulled your skin from your head and replaced it with clear white rocks
all day now you fight maddness. pink foam square blocks and obstacle courses
the authority of the ice usually use this as a form of torture
it's written on my own head, the reason why i can't let you out
if you put yourself there it was destiny, not error
i asked if we could make a deal, maybe
it's been 100 years since we have even tried this sort of magic

last night my car burned and flipped onto its side in front of your house

today it was two bottle of wines, emergency port, and my ancestors on a heart grab nation raid. i breath in steam to calm prepare

last night my car burned and flipped onto its side in front of your house

today it was two bottle of wines, emergency port, and my ancestors on a heart grab nation raid. i breath in steam to calm prepare